Showing posts with label Search. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Search. Show all posts

What I Search For I Will Find

Today was a bit of a write off, after not sleeping most of the week... I slept in a bit this morning.  Mind you, I didn't really sleep well last night... I had a dream that felt so real, I was running away in the dream and part of me knew it wasn't real and even though I was in a nice deep sleep, I somehow forced myself to wake up.  I was semi relieved to find out that it was just a dream after all... It wasn't a scary dream, it was a confrontational one, I guess I dreamt this because I have been tying to figure out how to confront an issue in my life.  Usually I am not afraid, I say what I am feeling... hopefully without hurting anyone (that is never something I want to do) but this one means so much more.

After waking up from my dream, I felt it was time to take a bubble bath so that I could just relax, it felt amazing.  I read all the new blogs I follow, I have some very talented blogging friends...  that took me nearly an hour and half to get up-to-date.  I then took my Valentina to buy her a new scooter, she has always loved them, this is her fourth one that she has had.  She was outside for well over an hour scootering... I call her my scooter girl, I love watching her ride it with her long hair flowing behind her.  If it is nice tomorrow, I plan to take some pictures of her on it. 

Tomorrow will be a bit of a me day, I plan to cook a nice meal for Valentina but most of the day I am going to blog. I have some catch up posts I want to write, I need some time where I am not running to do this errand or that errand. I have had a few a ha moments from The Purpose Driven Life, I want to be fresh so that I can write my thoughts clearly.

I have also been wanting to update My Jar Of Happy Memories, for a little while.  I have a few items from this year... one of the main items is that I am very happy that I was able to have the surgery to fix my leg, I am happy that I didn't have major complications, I am happy to be back at work (all my co-workers made me feel so loved.  I plan to fill that jar with as many happy memories from this year... I am working hard on finding the joy in my life, it is paying off.  The more I look for the joy, the more it shows up in my life... the same goes for whatever you search for you will find.

I cherish my past, I accept my present and I dream for my future