Getting On Track



I have been thinking about how I need to get on a schedule with my blog, I have no rhyme or reason with the time right now and sometimes I post twice.  So although I may have a few blogs written ahead, since I write when the feeling strikes, I will just post one every morning before I go to work.  I haven't missed too many days since I decided to commit to writing more.  Also, I am going to play around with the design a bit this weekend to see if I can make it more streamline. 

It's a busy day for me tomorrow but a good busy, I am finally getting my hair cut and colored, yeah... I really need it, it has been 5 months or more.  I am doing a little pamper me day, then Valentina and I are going school supply shopping.  Then buy groceries and finally come home and relax.  I might try to squeeze Walmart in there too, I need a lot of little appliances. 

Then Sunday I plan to relax most of the day as I will be starting the cleanse on Monday and I want to be prepared.  I plan to pre-make my salad for a few days at a time, also large sauces that I can use on quinoa and rice.  I want to learn to make a few tasty bean dishes, if there are any...lol.  I think I am going to feel free from social media too, I know I will miss the contact but I will use the phone a little more.  I am actually going to throw in stop watching TV for the 90 days.  I may only watch  2 hours a day but that is 2 hours that I can do more important things.

So I am going to be more active and present in my life, with eating healthier, giving up TV and social media and with exercising.  I will be a very busy girl who won't have time to dwell on the past.  I will be moving forward everyday, I am looking forward to that the most.

"Everything you want, also wants you" ~ Jack Canfield


What Are You Waiting For



Another day I was laid up, lots of time to think, ponder and dissecting behaviors.  I have a lot of growth yet but at least I am at a jumping off point where I am ready for change.  I don't know how ready I was but I know it's time and will ultimately be very good for me.

Back to work Monday and a few more weeks before I can see the specialist, I will just rest my leg as much as possible and take all my medications.  I have been thinking how grateful I am for my legs, especially my really injured one.  Although it shows part of my bone and has less muscle, it is strong, I can walk quickly and I have run with it in the past and it has always been there for me.

I have a lot to be grateful for, although I have never been able to obtain great love that lasts.  I have been lucky in so many other ways.  I have been blessed with two awesome children and so many amazing friends.

How much in human life is lost in the waiting?  I just heard this question and it made me really stop and ponder it, when I think of all the times I waited for things in my life, I really wonder if it was worth it sometimes.  I think the older we get the more we realize how short our time is here and how we need to stop wasting it.  At least I have found that, I just want to do everything, yet I have to wait for the right time. 

I love life and I am happy that I have had the opportunities that I have had and will have in the future.


"Everything you want, also wants you" ~ Jack Canfield