A New Day, A New Choice

 A question I had about myself was if I could really walk the walk and talk the talk? Yesterday proved that I can and I will. The girl of the past would have ranted about the injustice and unfairness! I won't do that, I'll take the injustice and better myself. I won't let it drag me down, I'll rise above it.


Many other people in this world have had much more injustice than myself. My little issue is so small and insignificant that giving it any negative energy would only help it to grow. I am better then that, I am stronger.

Today is a new day, a day to work towards positive and uplifting goals, ones that will help me attain my truths. God/Universe loves me and wants me to succeed and I have surrounded myself with people who love and believe in me. I welcome apposing feelings if they come, for it means I'll learn a lesson that will help me to grow.

No one can bring me down but me and that pity train has left my depot with no more stops. When someone is negative with me, I smile and tell them I hope they have an awesome day. People tend not to be negative with me;). They are either positive or they ignore me, either way is fine with me. It is their choice if they want to grow, I can't make people feel happy within, only they can.

Don't get me wrong, I totally sympathize when someone has had a bad day or has had something truly horrible happen. I am talking about people who have nothing good to say ever. You know the one's I speak of, the sun can be shining and it can be an amazing day but they cannot (or refuse to) see the good. I need not waste my energy on them.

On a thrilling note, I'm on cloud nine; in less then one week my David will arrive home and I will FINALLY get to talk to him after a very long 40 days. I will be one ecstatically happy girl, I'm pretty sure I'll be floating and my feet won't touch the ground. I sent him the email that I had compiled over my 30 day cleanse, I warned him in the title it was a book, lol ;).

Also I am down another 2 pounds in 5 days, so that is a total of 42 pounds in 14 weeks. I can and will do this, I am more than capable of succeeding, I just have to put my mind to it. I'm not a quitter!!!

I hope everyone has an amazing day filled with positively and love<3

Creating My Passion

 Living with passion is your divine birthright! Go forth and create the life you desire. ~ Stephanie Marrone

I am SO grateful that I have Valentina, she's one of those early risers and cheerful about it. Last night my Blackberry shut off which meant no alarm clock for me. The wonderful thing was that my sweet daughter came into my room just after 6:00 am to ask me if I was getting up.

I then had a mad rush to get ready but without her I wouldn't have woken up until Cindy got there at 7:30 am. So because of my sweet daughter I was still able to get everything done (though I was rushed) then I was able to still walk. I'm very, very lucky that she is such an easy going child. Not sure I could handle a high maintenance child at my age, lol.

On my way to work and then another 15 minute walk, this will become second nature for me before I know it. Then I'll have to figure out how to incorporate more exercise; one step at a time, no need to rush. I'm on the right path now, I just need to enjoy the good in it.

I have missed having the time to read novels, this was one of my huge passions. It still is if I could find an author to be goo goo over; in the mean time I get my reading in by checking out blog after blog. There are so many talented people in this world and I feel blessed to live in this internet age where I can read so many of them over the world.

So, I've decided tonight that I am only allowed one hour for reading and commenting on blogs. One hour for studying my CPA and one hour to work on David's present. Also, I will do this tomorrow and on Saturday and Sunday I will double up everything up. That way I will have David's gift finished and ready to mail; I'll also be ahead in my CPA and I will also get to read and comment on many blogs.

I've been reading so many blogs from women who can't seem to give up the toxic men in their lives. I know I was one of them, I refuse to accept anything less now. It's too bad I wasted so much time on men that didn't deserve me. I'm not saying they were bad men, they just were not good for me. Some people just are not good for us, we need to recognize this and move on from them.

I think we're always afraid that there won't be another guy out there for us, that is fear talking and not the least bit true. As the quote says 'Raise your standards and you will rise along with them'. Remember how wonderful and special you are. We deserve to be loved and to have someone we truly love in our lives.

I had an interesting incident that happened today, most people would let it break them, I decided it was a mindful smack as Mastin Kipp from The Daily Love would say.  It is time for me to stop accepting less from myself than I have and to excel the way I'm supposed to. I am giving up the fear and I am going to be completely passionate about what I really want and I will soar above everything that everyone thinks I am capable of; watch  me fly.