So, I talked to my sister tonight who is doing the cleanse with me too, which is helpful. At least I have someone who is following it with me. Here's a great by product of the cleanse for me, since I could only blog or talk on the phone, I am in bed by 9:30. I'm sure my body doesn't know what to think, actually getting to sleep before 11:00.
I need one of our chats where he makes me laugh, which he always does when we talk. I miss that, I miss being able to tell him about my day, my epiphany's and hearing about his day. I loved ending my day after talking with him, I almost always smiled.
I know life is about change, I just never thought I wouldn't have that with him, we are so close. I don't know how to handle not having him in my life, I miss him; I wonder if he misses me too? I'm also so worried about his son Chris, I don't even know how he is and that makes me very sad.
My leg is still infected and I'm sure it will be for sometime, I'm hoping the specialists will finally see this infection is not going away and needs more than just pills that may clear the issue but it never completely heals.
I want to start running and this leg is hindering that, I'm not even supposed to be walking on it but I do have to work. So I'm resting it as often as possible. If I can just get it to a more healthy spot then I can finally start running. I'm not giving up on that idea, I'm going to make it happen.
