First I have to say, I have missed blogging. My computer was down for nearly a month and I never realized how much I needed it. I thought well, I have my blackberry but it is really hard to write a post on one of those items.
The older I get, the more I realize age is just a number. I am 46 yet I feel 16 sometimes. I still do foolish things that as an adult you would think I would know better. I feel like the way I act and the things I do, I would tell my daughters to grow up. Well, I would be a fine one to talk with how I have been behaving lately.
I have also learned to cut myself a little slack, I have had so many things to deal with in the past two years. In dealing with all that has been dealt to me, I have not been myself. I am starting to handle things better but I still want what I want;)
I guess I have also got to an age that I don't want anyone telling me how to live my life, even if they feel they know best. I am sure everyone is well meaning but it gets tiring hearing the same thing over and over. I will live the way I want and I am the one who will deal with the consequences. No amount of fear will make me live a way I don't want to, I want to have fun, enjoy myself and live a little.
Well, I definitely plan to blog more, being without it made me realize how much I really miss it.