The truth is what we all ask for yet we don't seem to really want it. For when we get it, we keep trying to live the dream.
I know that I am where I am supposed to be in my life right now, I have never been so sure of anything in my life. So when you are so sure of where you are, it's hard to accept it's not the whole dream.
What do I want? What does anyone want? To be loved, accepted and heard. I don't think it's asking for much, I am worth that much.
I think having to deal with a fire and the scars that came with it, to an abusive step mother, to being a single mom at 18, to marrying Andrey who took away my self esteem and then raped me.
Seriously, getting through all that makes me happy that I was strong enough to survive what life threw at me.
Also in this past year or so, I came to realize that I can have what I want, the possibilities are endless. I just always had to believe, which I do now. I love my life, I am grateful for all my blessings.
The truth although painful is always better then a lie. So whenever you ask a question be prepared for the answer.