I have been pondering that thought about if time really heals all pain? Or do we just bury it? Maybe it is just me... I still haven't really slept and I am not handling that well. It is exhausting to keep going everyday since I never sleep for more than two hours at a time and maybe 5 hours for the whole night. It makes for a lot of time for me to think.
Maybe if I could get some quality sleep I would be able to get back to exercising as much as I did this summer. I love that feeling of pushing myself and getting faster... beating my times and also the feeling of how strong I am to go from sitting and eating unhealthy to exercising daily and eating healthy. I am so glad that my friend ticked me of that day in May... It made me finally decide to do something about the weight and how unhealthy I was.
I'm hoping my dreams will be more sweet than painful... I know I have to figure out a way to find that out, I need to convince myself that dreaming is okay.. even if my dreams never fully meet my reality. Eventually I might be able to dream other dreams and make them a reality. It all starts with some sleep....
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