I finally have a word for how I have been feeling for the last six months, I am not ready to share it, for the moment it is just good enough that I know the word. It has opened my eyes as to why I have been on such an emotional roller coaster.. I read another blog Friday night called .As Far As The Eye Can See, I have written about her before, she writes things that move me deeply.
I opened a door finally... one which lead me to write for so long Friday night, it just poured out of me, no time was taken between thoughts... the next thought was there as soon as the last one was written. Eventually I will will post it here, it is probably the most real I have ever been with my writing. I tend to hold a little back for various reasons but mostly because although I share a great deal of myself... I haven't been ready to put it all out there.
I have made a few decisions for myself, one's I plan to share in my blog soon... I am first trying to get a little order in place so that I will be ready to move on with some of my plans. Chaos and disorder do little to help me move ahead with ideas and plans, order is something I need a little of... otherwise I am just floating around, completing nothing.
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