Also I am committing to using Map My Walk again, I love that app, it changed my life, I saw how I was always competing with my own times... I miss that feeling, it was amazing how I looked forward to the walks to see how much faster I could do it... The 10K I wanted to run is going to happen 2015 but I definitely want to do the 5K Run Or Dye. I think it would be a great deal of fun getting loaded with different colors.
I knew why I was struggling too, it was because 'S' had gone from hot to cold in one day. It can be hard to deal with rejection no matter how high ones self esteem is. Lucky for me I do have self esteem and self worth, so this rejection feeling didn't last long. It was just a little bump, I am not going to let things like this take my eye off the goal. I might stumble from time to time... it happens to all of us, the difference for me this time is that I take it for what it is... a stumble and I don't allow it to take over.
I have also decided not to write about any of the guys I am dating until I know it is going somewhere, I think I will give it three months of seeing each other so that we will have a better idea of where we think a relationship would be going, whenever he might come along, I unhid my profile and then I decided to hide it for the summer, I need to make some commitments to myself first and then put myself out there again.
On top of the commitment to track what I eat and exercise, I am going to check in here weekly with a small update. The goal is not to lose a great deal of weight ... maybe 15 pounds by the Fall, it is more to get in shape and to get stronger. It is important to keep active when you are older... I certainly do not want to be matronly just because I am 50. So I am making a commitment to myself...
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