Another time a friend and I got into a van with two guys... we drank with them and then went swimming in the middle of nowhere with them... I was lucky
There was a time I totally disrespected myself and allowed men into my home... while barely knowing them... I was lucky
Today I would never do these things again... I have learned my lesson... I was lucky
How lucky was I? It was all about disrespecting my self worth, not valuing myself... I value myself today... I want better for me. If you could hear all the stories... I have led quite the life; certainly NOT proud of the path I have taken at times... but it makes me realize how lucky I was...