Along with being out of sorts I have not slept.. really the longest I have slept is two and a half hours, I usually go back to sleep in about ten or fifteen minutes but regardless it is broken sleep. I need to have at least five or six hours at one time at least occasionally. Not sure how I am going to change that since one of reasons I don't sleep is because of peri-menopause... I really think this should be talked about more with your daughters, no one ever explained how you can go from hot to cold on a dime and that you will never sleep through a full night on a regular basis, if at all.
Also, I was talking to Andrea tonight and I asked her what she thought of the progress of my leg. I have been sending her a picture here and there. I am glad I took the pictures as I can see what a huge improvement there has been. It is like night and day when I look back from the beginning... I have only showed a handful of people the pictures as some of them may be quite hard to handle.
I wasn't even sure I would post tonight because of how emotional I have been. However; I know that writing helps me, it's my outlet... I think that writing it down helps me to collect my thoughts better, so that I can be more clear when making decisions. I just wish I had easier decisions but nothing is cut and dry, nothing is simple. All of my options look equally difficult... I do have to figure out what's best for me.
Since I haven't slept well, I am turning everything off and seeing if I can get a good nights sleep... Maybe I can find an answer in my dreams.
I cherish my past, I accept my present and I dream for my future ♥