Anyhow, work is on the back burner for the next six days... I will be way to busy with cleaning and getting ready for Valentina's party on Friday/Saturday... those will just be days for her. Tomorrow is her actual birthday so she and I are going to spend the majority of the day together, first I am taking her to school and for some silly reason she is really excited about that. Second, I am buying her a cheesecake of her choice and Chinese food. After she's off to bed tomorrow, I plan to post a special blog about her for her big tenth birthday. I seriously cannot believe that ten years have passed.
She got off track, gained a lot of the weight back and so did her husband.... she was writing today as her husband ended up having heart surgery and she realized how she had been ignoring her body and eating whatever she wanted. To all the excuses she came up with for not exercising... most of what she wrote, she could have been writing about me. I have this grand plan to workout and I really want to but I keep coming up with excuses for not starting.
I was really failing in the taking care of myself department,, after reading her blog this morning... it opened my eyes that until I am honest with myself I will continue to gain weight. I have a lot on my plate but I think it will be good for me to be busy... especially in a few weeks where I know things are going to change in my life.... being busy will be good, it might distract me. I have had a really big decision that I have had to make, I have made it... part of me is relieved... the other part of me is scared. That's good though right?
I cherish my past, I accept my present and I dream for my future ♥