The only thing that matters now is my mission. Nothing will stand in the way anymore.
Hear me and hear me now, I will not be too skinny, I will be 20 to 25 pounds over what doctors, Weight Watchers and such think I should be. If I were to go down to what they think is right for me, then I would be too thin. I have NO desire to be too thin, I LOVE my curves, I love that I am shaped like a woman. I will have a bigger booty than most with a smaller waist, I am more than okay with that. I have absolutely no desire to get down to a size 4-6-8... Not because I can't but because I don't want to, I would lose what I love most about my body, my curves.
So for my 5K, I completed it in 44:10 minutes, I was hoping to do it under 46:00 minutes, I did and I beat it by nearly 2 minutes. That was wonderful.... Of course others did this in under 30 minutes and one day with training, I will be able to do that as well. I have to learn how to breathe when I am running/jogging and I have to believe I can continue and not have a heart attack... lol. When it was all done, I averaged a mile at 14.09 per minute... all I can say is WOW... so much better than I thought I was capable of... that is why I know I can and will get better. I believe in myself and I have Faith that I will only get better.
I cherish my past, I accept my present and I dream for my future ♥