"Healing may not be so much about getting better, as about letting go of everything that isn't you - all of the expectations, all of the beliefs - and becoming who you are."- Rachel Naomi Remen
Each day has been a day to learn how to deal with the pain, it has become less but it's still been difficult. Living with this kind of weakness and pain has been hard to focus on what really matters, I am trying to handle it all and grow above it.
Not that I haven't been grateful for my health, I have been. I still am, even though it's been more challenging. Coming through this will and can only strengthen me! This will help me to remember how blessed I am once I actually get through to the other side.
This weekend past was another one to rest, another one to think about what I want and how I have to go about it to attain it. Some dreams I have to give up on, so that I can live the life I'm meant to live; I have to believe that things will work out as they were meant to.
Some things in life throw us curves to see how much we want what our heart desires. I lost my focus due to seeing my hopes and dreams destroyed when they were so close at hand. What I've been wishing, dreaming and hoping is a good and righteous dream, something good that I more than deserve.
The difficult days we experience can become the driving force for change. Rather than becoming victimized by adversity, we can choose to be grateful for it, embracing it as a gift from the Divine. ~ Dr. Terry Gordon
"Everything you want, also wants you" ~ Jack Canfield