You would think that the older that we get, the wiser we'd be, I'm still like that teenager inside. I still cannot believe some of the choices I have made... I know Mastin Kipp from 'The Daily Love' says we are not broken, nor do we need to be fixed. I find that so hard to believe about me...
I know I've had amazing and happy times in my life, I have some lovely memories... I also have deep dark sobbing sorrow, events I want to forget. I know, I know, I know... those events made me who I am today and changing them could change who I've become.
I don't want to wallow in the sadness, I don't want to feel lost and lonely... I want to change, I need to feel happiness more than I feel sadness.
I'm turning the page on that last chapter of my life, I just might be pleasantly surprised.
"Everything you want, also wants you" ~ Jack Canfield