The only thing that matters now is my mission. Nothing will stand in the way anymore.
I just have to write a quick follow up... it is late and I haven't slept, really slept for days... still just getting an hour here and there... I just wanted to let everyone know I was feeling a little bit better. Not awesome but definitely better. I saw my doctor and she has given me sleeping pills which I will take a half of one later this week... I took a full one almost 4 years ago and I slept until past noon that time, so I am a little leery of taking any. I will test it out over the weekend to make sure I can wake up in time.
Next I broke the 15 minute mile tonight, I can give a great deal of thanks to a friend who ticked me off and I went out there and walked so fast to blow some steam off. I felt like I was speeding... I have a new goal, I want to get under a 14.30 mile. Maybe that friend can really tick me off, lol. I am still not going to talk about what devastated me the other day, it is still there, I still have to deal with it, the reason it was so difficult for me was because I was side swiped with it... maybe if I had known anything and not just have it thrown at me the way it was I would have handled it a whole lot better... Anyhow, that is neither here nor there, regardless, I have to deal with it and deal with it I will.
Finally I just wanted to write a funny story, I have told you all about how competitive I am ... well, let me tell you about a funny story. About two weeks ago I was walking and at a pretty good clip when I caught someone out of the corner of my eye, looking like they were trying to pass me. I don't like to be passed, so I just sped up and I kept seeing someone out of the corner of my eye speeding up with me. I was getting a bit frustrated as I was not sure I could keep that speed up for much longer. Finally I glanced to the side, there was no one there... get this... it was my shadow... lol
I told you I was competitive... but whoa... racing my shadow... too much.
I cherish my past, I accept my present and I dream for my future ♥