I can remember a time when I was seven or eight years old and my sisters and I were driving in the car with our dad and our ex step mother Ruth. We were having a deep conversation about how the world and we came to be... Pretty deep for three little girls under the age of seven or eight... it was after this conversation that I decided that there was more than I would ever understand on this Earth about how we all came to reside here. Because as I thought about the Earth and the universe around us, I started thinking what is outside of the universe? What was outside of that? ...It suddenly dawned on me that we are not meant to know all the answers here but I knew at the age of seven or eight that there was a deeper meaning.
This chapter resonated with me as I have been agitated and on edge lately, when I think about why... I start pondering if the reason is something I really need to concern myself with? I have been on this quest to know why? I want answers, I want to understand... What if I had the answers, would that change anything? Or do I just need to know that sometimes the answers don't come in this life, they will be clear in the eternities and there we will understand.
By the way, in no way do I think that is easy to do... if I did, wow... my life would be simple. However; life is not simple, we are spiritual beings having a human experience and since we are human, we tend to forget that the life we are living is not all that there is... There is more to life than just here and now....
I cherish my past, I accept my present and I dream for my future ♥