My company knows and understand that this is not an easy peasy job... it takes time, it is almost like learning a whole new language, as everything is in code and there are so many you cannot memorize them, so you just learn as each day goes by... I think it's awesome. I love my job, I feel I am very good at it and I love that I continue to learn every single day.
I will be sending out good and positive thoughts for David's son as well as prayers. I know he won't rest until he hears some good news, my D already has too much on his plate and I am hoping for this will be one less issue he will have to deal with.
David asked me why bad things seem to always happen to good people and why people who seem to hurt other people don't have consequences? I understand completely where he is coming from, I have a lot of people who ask me this... First and foremost for me, I gave up questioning why? There was never an answer, I will not understand why... second, for me to move on, I have to forgive some of those people who may have hurt me or ones that I love... otherwise I would be the one suffering by becoming bitter and angry. I definitely have many things that I could question....
I didn't come to any of this easily, I had to take all the hard roads but with each trial I have endured, I have grown from them... It actually feels good to let go, it means one less thing for me to worry about... Who needs added things to worry about? Not me and I hope we can all learn to forgive and move on, not for any of those people that may of hurt or wronged us but for ourselves, it's freeing..
I cherish my past, I accept my present and I dream for my future ♥