Part of me is really excited for all the changes that are happening to me right now and in the future, part of me is a little fearful I won't live up to the challenges. I just don't want to disappoint myself by not valuing myself enough to really put my heart and soul into each challenge that is placed before me or chosen by me.
I am trying to get myself into a really good frame of mind, where no matter what the outcome is, I will not let it define how I feel... I think there are things that can devastate us for a moment in time but somehow we are resilient enough to get past those life lessons and even become stronger for it. When I think about the many challenges I have overcome in my life, I am happy to see how far I have come. I definitely have more growth opportunity in many aspects of my life but one thing at a time, otherwise I could overwhelm myself and then not accomplish any growth.
These next couple of months is going to show how resilient I am... with the many changes I am going to be making in my life. One of those changes will either go extremely well or extremely wrong... although that is very scary for me, I am going to go with it... if I hold back in anything, I will always wonder what if...? I hope it's all worth it ultimately, I guess having closure is always a good thing, one way or the other...
I cherish my past, I accept my present and I dream for my future ♥