I just finished day 21 of my cleanse, I've heard many times before that it takes 21 days to form a habit. I am thrilled about my eating habits, I don't even think of cheating... as it would only be hurting myself. Honestly I've had my fair share of hurt, I don't need to add to the pain myself any longer.
So in this past 21 days I have been blogging and reading many amazing blogs. They are wonderful, from photography, fashion, drawing, poetry, etc. There are so many fantastically talented people in this world and blogging has connected me to them. I am incredibly grateful for getting to know so many people around this world, it is so inspiring.
My attitude of happiness has not diminished with this cleanse, if anything it has only got better and more positive. I've gained so much self confidence from this cleanse. I've finally proved to myself that I can be in control of me and be very happy about it. I used to think I'd totally fall apart, thankfully I wasn't correct. It's always great when you find out that you can do something that you are almost sure that you will not be able to do, it is wonderful to accomplish the unthinkable.
I still have 20 days before I can talk to David, this has been almost unbearable. Thankfully work is keeping me busy while I am there and blogging is keeping busy when I'm home. I also need to organize myself better as I am starting my CPA course tomorrow. I was supposed to start tonight but I was exhausted after working all day. Taking this course is just another challenge that I need to prove to myself that I am able to do it.