***Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.~Emily Brontë***
Some people don't appreciate what they have and that makes me wonder why anyone would want a person like that? Maybe they don't realize they are worth more than that and they don't see how special they are. I've been there in the past, thinking I didn't deserve anything better when that is so untrue. We all deserve goodness, kindness and love. If someone truly loves you they would never talk badly about you, ever.
I love David with my whole heart and soul, he's been so wonderful to me. There is nothing or no one that could make me say a nasty word against him. He never set out to hurt me, that was the farthest thing from his mind. He'd rather hurt himself before he hurt me. This is true friendship and love for another person. Although I am saddened that our relationship didn't end up where I wanted it to and knew it should go, I will always be his best friend and soul mate. There is nothing or no one that could break that bind we have. Only us and we are never going to let that happen.
***A soul mate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise.~Richard Bach***
Whoever we meet or love in the future will have to accept our relationship or move on. We both know that what we found in each other is more important and more special then just romantic love. We know how lucky and blessed we are to have found each other. Neither one of us will ever take our relationship lightly.
It's day 10 of the cleanse and I am just getting stronger with more clarity. I realize as hard as it has been being without David, I feel I needed it so that I could step back and see how close we are. I'm no longer afraid, which is something I desperately needed.
***We recognize a soul mate by the supreme level of comfort and security we feel with that person. That doesn’t mean that there aren’t issues that remain to be ironed out. Rather, it means we know intuitively that we can resolve issues with our soul mate without losing his or her love and respect.~Linda Brady***
***A loving relationship is one in which the loved one is free to be himself – to laugh with me, but never at me; to cry with me, but never because of me; to love life, to love himself, to love being loved. Such a relationship is based upon freedom and can never grow in a jealous heart.~Leo Buscaglia***
I also needed to sit down and really think about what I want in a partner which I wrote about in my last blog 'What I Will Attract'. Mostly I want someone who is available only to me, someone who will love only me. This is NOT asking too much, I am willing to give them the same.