I will NEVER close the door, you are my first born, I still remember when you were born and how I lightly caressed your cheek with my finger. I thought to myself, I couldn't believe how beautiful you were and how lucky I was that God had entrusted this little soul into my care. I had so many hopes and wishes for you that day and every day afterwards.
I was so young when I had you, I had lived such a tumultuous life; all I wanted was to make your life happier than mine was; I wanted to do better then my parents, I wanted you to know I loved and believed in you.
Since I was so young, I made many mistakes but I always loved you. I loved that you were so headstrong even though it put us at odds many times. I still wanted the best for you and I prayed for you continually.
Do you know how happy I was for you that you met and fell in love with your soul mate? I fell in love with mine too but you actually got to marry yours and you are living the dream with him. In no way do I think it has been easy for you, I know you had to overcome the challenge of being raised by a young single mother.
You did, you surpassed all my dreams for you. You did not follow in my footsteps, you found a man who loves you for you and you love him that way too. You have a career you love and now you have a beautiful baby boy. I think you are an amazing mama, it shows on the face of that little boy.
There will be times that we don't always agree as has happened over the years but you can never deny my love for you. Close the door and I will always be there standing behind it waiting for you to open it with my arms opened to love you no matter what.
I have two children that I love and I have been blessed by the two of you. I will never give up on either of you; Heavenly Father never gives up on any of us, I'm trying to be more like Him.
I will continue to pray for you and your family, I will always be there if you ever want to talk to me; I love you with my whole heart and soul. I pray that we won't let opinions keep us from being a family, you mean the world to me, I was so blessed that day that I delivered you. I grew up with you and I saw you grow into the beautiful woman you are today.
"Everything you want, also wants you" ~ Jack Canfield