I write in a way that I know what it means and only people extremely close to me would ever guess exactly what I was saying sometimes. There is very little that I don't open up to in this blog... just a few things, which I am sure will eventually come to light. I just need to prepare myself before I bare my whole soul like that. One day in the near future it will happen as I am an open and honest person.
So, one particular blogger who has never said anything to me (7-8 months), messaged me today and told me that she was truly touched by each and every comment I have ever written to her... which nearly made me cry. I hadn't realized how much she liked it, how much she really appreciated it. She made me realize that some people are going through a very difficult time and even if they don't comment back, they are still taking in what I write, knowing I really care.
I know this to be true because when anyone comments on my blog... I am truly touched, truly grateful and truly thankful... I know that it is an effort to follow someones blog and to comment often... especially on mine, I blog so much. I write everyday, I rarely miss a day... I would write more but I have to stop myself at times and save a few for another day.
All of this brought about a lovely ending to a wonderful day. I had a very spiritual evening that uplifted and inspired me. Then I had an amazing talk with my David, it was so funny that I honestly thought I wasn't going to be able to stop laughing... I am kind of chuckling at it even now. My 'D' has such an odd sense of humor... me too though... which makes for some long hearty laughs.
I know, you had to be there... trust me... we are a hoot together, we get each others humor... Besides, I am actually pretty funny, especially if you listen to all the silly things I have done or crazy life choices I have made... I am pretty good at making people laugh... it helps that I am a people person. If you met me face to face you would see I am just as open as I am here, maybe even a little more so.
Also, if you comment on my blog, I will look at your blog and if I am inspired, touched or if you make me laugh... I will comment back... I will continue if you grab my attention. I just like to know that you care... that's all any of us want.
"Everything you want, also wants you" ~ Jack Canfield