I Just Want The Chance To Go Home Again

I've been feeling like I'm not settled, you know that feeling when you come home and feel safe and comfortable, I'm not feeling that.  I'm working at getting that feeling back, it's difficult when I feel like I'm missing pieces. 

I definitely feel more positive and I'm slowly getting my energy back.  I know I slept enough in the past couple of months, more than I have slept in the past year.  My body was exhausted from all the emotional crap I've put it through.  I neglected me, I just want the chance to feel like I'm home again.

This cleanse is certainly making me come face to face with more emotions than I cared to deal with.  The truth is that dealing with the pain might be overwhelming but hiding it is so much more debilitating.  Fear makes me freeze up, feeling as if I'll never be able to move forward again.

The power is always with us, we are always able to change that fear into strength.  We just have to truly desire it and make a concerted effort to really delve into ourselves.

I'm hoping that by the time this cleanse is over that I'll feel like I'm home again.  Being unsettled is not always the easiest thing to handle, sometimes it's out of our control.  Even if it's out of our hands we have to figure out a way to deal with it so that we can move on.

Living in the past on dreams that have come and gone isn't good for anyone.  The future isn't written, all I have is the here and now, living in the present is the only way I can live with meaning. 

"Everything you want, also wants you" ~ Jack Canfield

14 comments :

  1. Hello Launna:
    We really do believe in the importance of living in the present, the here and now. Not always easy as the mind is always projecting forward, if not back.

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  2. Thank you Sayid, I am working on keeping to the path;)

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  3. Exactly Jane and Lance, thank you for your thoughtful comment;)

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  4. Go ahead, my friend. it´s normal to have periods of different humour and feelings but we have to look foward. Kisses from spain!

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  5. Hi lauuna, I am back, felt like i was in the land of the dead or maybe dying. Wow you are still doing cleanse. This is a long one? How come all emtions come up when you are doing it? Does this always happen?

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  6. Hi All Things Good,

    I am doing a 90 day cleanse, I finish November 17th. Emotions come up because I can't eat comfort food to numb me or watch TV endlessly... wasting time on social media to fill up my time so I don't have to think. I need to think and I need to clear my mind;) It is difficult but I am glad to be doing it;)


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  7. Ohh the post was simply lovely :) This is an awesome example of how pictures can say a thousand words. Loved reading the blog, Keep your spirits up :) All the best! Thanks for the inspiration. Take care

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  8. Thank you Tanya, I appreciate the lovely comment:).

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  9. You are so wonderful to know exactly how you feel!!! There are so many people who don't, so give thanks the beautiful woman you are!!! Doing a cleanse can definitely bring up a lot of emotions, so take good care of yourself. :)

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  10. Thank you Suzanne, I miss chatting with you on Facebook:).

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  11. Feeling unsettled is a hard place to be. I pray you feel at home again really soon. Take care.

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  12. Thank you Behind the Smile, I am working at feeling home again;)

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