Believe me if I could figure out another way, I would have, however; I can be nothing less than authentic. I don't write everything here, if I did I would shock people. I only tell one person everything and that of course is my 'D'.
All day Sunday I kept feeling the need to tell my David that I loved him. I was afraid to tell him, afraid that it would cause us problems. I put it off, the feeling wouldn't go away. So last night he came on line, we talked, really talked and not just about the weather. I finally got my nerve up and asked him if it was okay to tell him that I loved him as my friend? He sent me a smile.
I followed a prompting and it felt awesome. I know I should follow them more but I always think I know best, I'm happy that I was proven wrong. I never want to be less than who I am with my David. I need to be able to be real with someone other than myself, otherwise I'll never grow to my full potential.
I used to think it would be impossible to love another child as much as I loved Andrea but I do, of course I love them differently but not more than the other. I'm incredibly grateful for my two daughters, both have helped me grow and both have taught me lessons.
I'm very grateful and very lucky.
"Everything you want, also wants you" ~ Jack Canfield