I walk down memory lane because I love running into you.
I was in a strange mood Monday night which turned into Tuesday morning. I almost didn't put up my last post but my blog is about how I feel at any given moment. I was truly disappointed that although life has proven to me time and again that it's unfair, I still seem to have this crazy faith that eventually it can work out.
This faith hasn't helped me to stop being hurt. Yet I keep holding on, what is it that is inside of me that is unwilling to give up that someday, life might actually be fair? When has it ever been fair for anyone?
I'm not the only one with challenges, I'm aware of that. I'm not so selfish that I don't see people suffering. Cindy, my long time friend and sitter, her health is so bad, it's scary. Each day seems worse than the last.
David, who's 21 year old son has had a stroke and who doesn't seem to be getting better. No father should ever have to deal with this pain that involves their children. Many people do, that is incredibly sad.
You can't spell 'testimony' without spelling the word 'test' first! ~ Darryl Easterling
Each time I want to throw in the towel and say I've had enough, something keeps me holding on. My tenacity? Is that always a good trait? Is it serving me well?
"Everything you want, also wants you" ~ Jack Canfield