Other than that, I did take a little walk with my Valentina, that part of the day was good. It's just this lack of energy that zaps my good mood too easily. I need some pep, some get up and go... I even gave my body a break the past few weeks and I let myself sleep as much as I could. I don't always let me rest as much as I should.
Well I am off to see the specialist bright and early today, I need to be there by 7:30 am. Hopefully I'm the first one in, then I won't be too late for work, less time for me to make up this week. Then school starts on Wednesday for Valentina. So today will be extra busy with getting her ready for the first day.
Valentina is so cute, she wants to wear skirts all the time, I'm enjoying this time because I know she'll probably hit junior high and only want to wear boring jeans. Maybe she will stay the individual she is, I hope so. Those teenage years are not fun when all you try to do is fit in with the crowd.
I have even caught up with all my blogs in between the laundry and dishes. I won two books from the blogs I read, one a girlie book... I'm looking forward to reading it since one of my favorite bloggers wrote it. The other is a health book, anything that will help me to feel better, give me more energy will be truly welcome in my life right now.
There's something on my mind these past few days, kind of weighing on my mind... why can't I just let things go? Why must I push so hard? I'm happy, really happy and I haven't been able to say that and truly mean it for a very long time. It feels good, so I would like to understand why I would do or say anything that might change that?
I'm going to sleep on it for a few days... maybe the mood will pass, I really think it has a lot to do with my lack of energy, I hope.
"Everything you want, also wants you" ~ Jack Canfield