I am writing this at work on my lunch as tonight I will be spending time getting the living room organized and cleaned. Most of the items there are Valentina's as she took over that room once I moved my computer in the bedroom... She and I are going to do this room together. Tomorrow we are going to clean the kitchen together and then Thursday and Friday I am going to tackle my room which will just leave Valentina's room on Saturday. After this is completed, I plan to walk all over the neighborhood looking for a new place to live. I'm not worried, I know a place will be made available, it always happens that way... of course I will have to search... it is not like it will fall into my lap... lol. I am also going to start collecting boxes so that I can pack away books and such items that I rarely use but still want to keep.
I might be strong but I am not made of steel... I have a heart that feels when life does not turn out the way I want or hoped. I am also aware that there are many people who have much more hardships in their lives. I have had many and I don't use them to ask for pity from anyone, each of them were challenges I had to overcome and actually gained strength from... I just need a day from time to time when I am hit with something that makes my heart sad... For as much as I love with my soul, I feel sadness the same way. There is no joy without sadness, otherwise we would never know true joy if we never felt sadness.
Even though I know this in my heart and soul, it is still very hard to cope with when I am hit with the sadness...
I cherish my past, I accept my present and I dream for my future ♥