I'm feeling a little melancholy... especially after what I wrote to my David last night... the ONLY way that came out through a text was because it was inside me... He's been busy and we haven't had the time to talk like we normally do, which is hard for me as I save up all that I need to say to him and once we talk it spills out so fast I am hardly breathing. Then I can sigh and take a deep breath... I need a good chat with my best friend.
I know this is going to sound silly... I'm looking forward to turning 50, which is in ten days. My life is pretty good... not perfect but good (perfection does not exist)... I love that I have goals that I'm working towards... I am watching them all come to pass... one after the other. I just have to continue to believe that everything will work out as it should.
I read this quote/saying on my friend Jaimie's Facebook page and wanted to share it... even if we have heard similar things often it is wonderful to be reminded of them, especially when times are a little rough:
Life isn't meant to be easy. It's meant to be lived. Sometimes happy, other times rough. But with every up and down you learn lessons that make you strong.
Life's a lesson. Live it, learn it, love it
Even though life does not go my way as often as I would like it to... I need to be reminded that I am truly blessed... It's okay to be a little sad, a little reflective and a little melancholy at times... just as long as we don't wallow in it all the time... That last line is very true... Life's a lesson, live it, learn it, love it....
I cherish my past, I accept my present and I dream for my future ♥