I walked fast for close to 40 minutes and I walked for over two miles, I felt so much better... I came home, jumped in the shower and thought about why I was starting to come up with excuses after only one day... I WAS the girl with all the excuses in the past, I will NOT be her again, I am not going to sit home each day when I can walk/jog/bike... whatever I need to do to become healthy. I went off to church and had some lovely lessons/teachings taught to me... I had already prepared to walk home from church, it is a little over a mile and a half. One lady at church told me she heard I was inspiring people to walk, I hope that my walking does inspire people. I want everyone to feel as good about this as I do.
I know that is hard for people to hear, I am at a crossroads in my life right now... one I wish I wasn't at. However; wishing I wasn't there doesn't change it, it means I have to make a decision and I just don't know which road I will travel... it seems like an easy decision to most people but for me it is one of the hardest decisions I have ever made. The more that it weighs on my mind, the more that I walk now, with every walk I take, I know I am preparing to choose a path to take and this time I want to take the right path. Yet I want to keep things from the other paths... I know... it isn't possible to travel two paths, hence why I am so sad.
Regardless of which choice I will make, I know I will be sad but I also know I will be walking/running/jogging... eventually biking. This one path of exercise I have taken is a long term path and I feel really good about it... I hope when I finally choose the other path at the crossroads I am at now that it will be a good choice for me in the long run too...
I cherish my past, I accept my present and I dream for my future ♥