*My ex Andrey called tonight to tell me that someone reads my blog and then reports back to him. Well, I guess they have nothing better to do. Andrey actually had the nerve to ask me what he ever did to me? REALLY??? Does he have some sort of disease such as Alzheimer's? I apologize if that offends anyone but if he needs reminders, the person who reads my blog should just click on Andrey's name under the labels to the right and also the rape label, then maybe they can remind him what he actually did. Oh and as I explained to him, this is my personal blog and I will always write the truth about what happened to me, even if he wants to forget, I can forgive but I cannot forget April 13, 2008*
On another note, I had an interesting conversation last night, I'm looking into my options at work, I just cannot imagine that I would be taking calls from clients for the rest of my life. I love the clients and I'm grateful for my ability to connect with them so I can assist them. Here's the thing though, do I actually want to be sitting, with a headphone on and answering payroll questions for the rest of my life? I say the answer is NO, I want to do something more meaningful, something more uplifting.
So, I told the love of my life David that I was looking at my options. He told me not to burn bridges? I know it's important to have regular money coming in but I don't want a career for the sake of having a career. I won't live in fear, I was born for better, we all were. It depends on what we choose to believe! I'm not meant to be a cog for a company, I'm meant to express myself with openness and love. When David told me not to burn bridges, I told him one that I don't plan to live with fear and two I know he believes in me and my abilities. He then said, absolutely, he believes in me. I really believe in him too, he is capable of so much<3
I'm not like most people, I don't worry about money and where it's coming from. It's always there when I really need it. Case in point, Valentina is getting baptized tomorrow, I had no money until Friday the 15th but what happened? I won the last $50.00 gift certificate at work; see what I mean? Money always shows up, I never have to worry about it. I don't mean it falls from the sky, I do have to put out some effort but mostly I leave it in Heavenly Fathers hands and it all works out.
You can't take money with you when you pass on, this tells me it's not all that important. I just need enough to live on and when I make excess I can use it to help others. I'm not saying that I wouldn't want to make millions of dollars, just imagine how many people I could help, I could travel all over the world. I could meet many of the people whose blogs I read; I would love that.
Money is needed to live but it is not required for happiness... that may be an oxymoron to some people but it makes perfect sense to me.
My new motto which is a quote by Jack Canfield is going to be my new tag line in my blog. I've been looking for one that resonates with me, this one is positive and uplifting and exactly what I believe.
"Everything you want, also wants you" ~ Jack Canfield