Dealing With Reality


I had planned to write a few blogs in advance but I had a massive to do list before I went in for surgery; I had to deal with reality... so I probably won't post until I am home; unless I can figure how to post from my phone. 

I probably should rest as much as I can while I'm there.  I had a huge panic attack today... I was faint, I could barely breathe, I was sweaty....that one lasted ten minutes.   I had a couple more throughout the day but they were shorter.





I accomplished almost everything I needed to do, the rest can wait. I wanted to thank all of you for your good wishes and prayers, I appreciate all of them.

I could see that I've been scattered lately and a bit emotional... I think worry due to the surgery.  Plus I have to face reality head on and sometimes it sucks so much, all I can do is cry...

Things happen in life that are truly unfair... truly not right, yet we have to accept it if we are to progress. I know I need to be more positive and joyful... I will be again... I need to go down this path so that I can climb each step to the top.

As difficult as it's going to be, it's a necessity, besides no one said life is fair... it's what I do with this challenge in the future... I plan to succeed and learn from all my trials.

I'll catch up with all your blogs once I am home recuperating... I can hardly wait to be able to blog when I get an idea... instead if writing notes for later.  Have a great week everyone!

I cherish my past, I accept my present and I dream for my future

18 comments :

  1. Launna praying for you.....and wanted to remind you that He's got you smack dab in the palm of His hand. Stay strong....stay safe...

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  2. Thank you Nikki... I appreciate you sweet comment :)

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  3. Love that Ayn Rand quote about reality. Wishing you everything good now and always

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  4. Thank you All Things Good... I love that quote too... You cannot avoid reality... I've tried...

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  5. Good luck with your surgery, Launna. I hope all goes well. Get lots of rest so that you can heal. :)

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  6. Thank you Daisy... I'll post as soon as I can to let everyone know I'm okay... :-)

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  7. Thank you Keith (Optimistic Existentialist). I'm out of surgery, recovering:-)

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  8. Dear Launna, i hope you are OK and get better soon to share your always interesting post. My best wihes for you from Spain

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  9. "I accomplished almost everything I needed to do, the rest can wait."
    I hope you find satisfaction in that.
    Speedy recovery.

    xoxo
    S

    Life's Perceptions

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  10. All the best for a speedy and easy recovery! Take care of you & get healthy :-)

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  11. Thank you Armando... I'm good... just getting a much needed operation... hopefully I'll be home early this week.... I so want to blog and follow up on all my favorites:-)

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  12. Thank you Sarong... it's so sweet of you to comment;-)

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  13. Thank you Sangay... I hope to be up and blogging soon.... I want to catch up with you:-)

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  14. Thanks SO much Jenn...I hope you're feeling better too;-)

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  15. Just stopping by to check on you. Hope you are recovering well and taking it easy.

    xx
    Lulu
    Breakfast After 10

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  16. Thank you LuLu...I am getting better..still at the hospital.. I am hoping to be home by no later than Tuesdsy:-)

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