I Still Believe In Love


This post is inspired by a comment left by one of the people that reads my blog.  She said she didn't believe in the fairy tale of love,  after these past few months I have wanted to not believe either but I can't say that.  Love exists, what I have/had with David was and is real, I didn't imagine all those beautiful and amazing feelings.  Unfortunately dreams change, it is difficult when they change from what we know they should be.

I know my posts have been a little emotional and I am sure they will be for a little while.  Love doesn't go away easily, at least not with me. When I love someone, I love them with my entire heart and soul and the truth is that even though it has not worked out the way that I know it was meant to with David, it doesn't mean that it shouldn't have.  What it means is that people have their own agency and their own fears that they have to get past.

What I had to come to terms with this week is that I needed to figure out if I was strong enough to still be friends with David and I am.  My heart that is broken right now would never be able to heal without him in my life.  He believes in me, he centers me and he says I am his strong girl.  In the past I used to stuff all my feelings inside me, using many ways not to deal with what I was going through but because I have David there, I talk to him, he listens.  I never want to disappoint him.

I am lucky, luckier than even David... I have so many people in my life who pray for me, think positive and uplifting thoughts for me, who want the best for me.  I have people all over the world and I have my strength in what I know is true.  I am not alone and I know that I am extremely blessed.  David doesn't have all this, I will never let him feel alone.  Regardless of how sad I have been and how emotional my life is right now, I know that I will get through, I always find a way.

I believe in love, it does exist, I have felt it and I still do.

16 comments :

  1. Launna, you're a warrior!
    Fairy tales exist in stages in the life of people, but one day just to start another. And so we live.
    I'm proud of you!
    You really are blessed by God and you have friends who are praying for you.
    Be happy.

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  2. Launna, you are love and this can never be taken away. You have risen above the mundane and allowed love to guide your decisions. This is such a beautiful gift. I'm so happy to see that you are back and writing all those wonderful feelings into your blog.
    Love and light to you!!!

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    1. Suzanne, thank you for the wonderful and kind words... I can not be me and not feel:)

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  3. Launna, you are blessed and so is David, to have you in his life! You are so Strong and I'm So Happy that you didnt lost love.
    Fairytails are so true, love is true and this wonderfull thing: life is true. As long as we have hope and love, we are alive;)))
    good night from Finland!:)

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    1. Thank you Maarit, love is real, love is true... Goodnight from Canada:)

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  4. Hi Launna, did I miss something? :-( You sound different here. I hope you're OK. Will have to do backreading. By the way, thanks for following me on Networked Blogs.

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    1. Hi Rhodora, my life has changed a bit but everything will be fine :) Thank you for following me back on the the Networked blogs ;)

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  5. It´s a great thing to have friends aall over the world to share the same emotions... Great post!
    Greetings!

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    1. Thank you Armando.. I am very lucky and blessed, I see that, even when things are hard, there is always someone there to lift me up. Launna

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  6. It's great that you are such a warrior! You are such a lovely person!
    http://thesmallnoble.blogspot.de/

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    1. Awwe, you are so sweet... I really need to get to know your first name the small noble:)

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  7. I too believe in love and always will. We are not fulfilled without love, no matter if that brings along some pain.
    You are such an amazing woman for being able to cross these hard times with so much dignity while keeping your faith in love alive!

    Hugs and kisses

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    1. Awe Petro, we have a mutual admiration towards each other:)

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  8. I do believe in fairy tales! Life is happy that way :D

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    1. I believe in fairy tales too... even when they are painful at times... I have had some amazing fairy tale moments that I would never trade in:)

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