Patience Teaches Faith

 The Circumstances in life do not make or break you, They reveal who you really are. ~ Richard Carlson

Off I went to church today and of course the talks were exactly what I needed them to be about; having patience. Handling challenges is having patience, knowing that everything will work out as it should. That isn't always easy especially since we live in a world where everything is instant. Instant pictures, instant messaging, instant access!

True happiness isn't instant, even though I know that David is the man for me, he is the love of my life, my soul mate. When things didn't work out for us immediately, I almost lost hope. Those talks reminded me that truly good things come to those who wait. I just have to have patience and remember that love does prevail.

I know without a doubt that David and I are meant to be together but if he never learns this as I have learned, I will open my heart to another. I am not meant to be alone, I am meant to have love in my life.  We are all meant to have love, it depends on if we open up to it or not; when we close down... we lose all of our opportunities.

The amazing thing about all this is that I do have patience when it comes to love, I never had that before, hence I have rushed into horrible relationships, just to have a relationship, good or bad. I will pray, have patience and love; regardless of how this all turns out. David has his own free will, he will have to come to this on his own.

I will always and forever love David, he is and will continue to be a part of my life. I feel sorry and sad if we don't end up together as the people that we do end up with will have to accept that David and I will always be close. That would be a lot for another person to handle, it takes massive trust.

I trust David completely and he trusts me with his whole heart. There is nothing or no one that could shake my faith in David, I know his heart as he knows mine.