Another day I was laid up, lots of time to think, ponder and dissecting behaviors. I have a lot of growth yet but at least I am at a jumping off point where I am ready for change. I don't know how ready I was but I know it's time and will ultimately be very good for me.
Back to work Monday and a few more weeks before I can see the specialist, I will just rest my leg as much as possible and take all my medications. I have been thinking how grateful I am for my legs, especially my really injured one. Although it shows part of my bone and has less muscle, it is strong, I can walk quickly and I have run with it in the past and it has always been there for me.
I have a lot to be grateful for, although I have never been able to obtain great love that lasts. I have been lucky in so many other ways. I have been blessed with two awesome children and so many amazing friends.
How much in human life is lost in the waiting? I just heard this question and it made me really stop and ponder it, when I think of all the times I waited for things in my life, I really wonder if it was worth it sometimes. I think the older we get the more we realize how short our time is here and how we need to stop wasting it. At least I have found that, I just want to do everything, yet I have to wait for the right time.
I love life and I am happy that I have had the opportunities that I have had and will have in the future.
"Everything you want, also wants you" ~ Jack Canfield